Wednesday, February 29

A rant

As I sit here, in the Gec balcony, listening to the most wonderful songs, I want to sleep on my loved one's lap.. pour out my heart to her... How I miss a person with whom I can have a shoulder to cry, a hand to pat my back, one who can scold me when I make mistakes... I know I have friends... But not someone who can love me no end... And a few more days i'll be all alone... Alone in the place to be for everyone else..... Infy mys... is it the place to be? Oh fuck no...

Sunday, February 12

When Cupid Strikes...

Sitting in a bus by the window, stuck in a jam, frustrated with the Bangalore traffic, swearing i plug in my phone for some music.. Light breeze picks up and the clouds gather. The weather turns Romantic. My phone as though in cue plays a lovely romantic song. i calm down, open the window as lovely cool breeze hits my face. I drift off into a dream.....

The first time i met you, i patiently waited for you. But without even seeing, i had fallen for you, for your voice,for the care, your attitude, the love you showered, everything. And  Seeing you that day made sure that the feelings i had for you made a permanent residence in me.
It was as if GOD had customized you to my requirements..
The grace in your walk, the silky hair that bounced up and down every time you took a step, life was all in slow motion for a split second...your eyes coal black, wandering here and there as if searching for someone , your lips trembling,the nose puckering, the eyelids batting. nothing else mattered for me at that moment. I had decided that you would be the love of my life. My soul-mate i was searching for.
And when you finally saw me, i saw the happiness in your eyes, which i had never seen in anybody. Your little hands shivering from fear, the words flowed hesitantly. Even then the voice felt as if the vocal cords were dipped in a sea of honey.
I never was able to speak properly then as i was lost admiring the Almighty's creation.
how could somebody be so beautiful, so very perfect, so sweet?

And what better way could the journey have started, having an ice cream in Corner house. It was Bliss as i had my 2 loves together. A Death by chocolate, and you sharing it with me.
It was just a week later I proposed my love . From then on life was a joy to live. Every new day had more life in it, and it was a joy to live it and spend it with you.
I relive every date we were on, the fights we had for every small issue, the movie we went, the endless calls, all the lovely texts, the gifts exchanged, those endless walks we had, those insane conversations, those bike rides, the first hug, the first kiss... and now i know why people say Time flies when you are having a great time.. 

It has been exactly 3 years since then and now. I'm sure that i will experience the same feeling i had the first day we met and every single time i saw you from then on...  the same grace, the same trembling lips, same searching eyes, the same batting eyelids and the same honey coated voice to greet me.

I look up to the heavens, one hi-five to god for sending me one of the angels.

                                                                                -to be continued....