22nd YEAR OF USELESSNESS

Completing 21 today, and i'm cynical bout my life as of today! There is a sense of insecurity in terms of my future, not able to firmly decide on what i need to do next and all that.. But sometimes all this is better left to time!!

coming to the main topic, my 21st year was quite memorable!!! Experienced helluva lot of things! first of all did pretty good in engg.. (better than expected i.e), lost my Granny which was one of the setbacks of the year, been in a relationship, Broke a heart, been heart broken,started clicking photos( which has been able to take my mind off all the chaos) suffered in the hands of the lecturers, Enjoyed amazingly well thanks all to my insane friends, learnt a lot...

The passed one year has been the best in terms of the life lessons i learnt, gotto know myself better... it has indeed been an year worth remembering...

This birthday in a way is the last one while i'm still a college student(PG doesn't count as coll right??). Hope that i finish Engg well( in time), get into a good job or a good college and let all those endless wishes come true :P

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

Now it has turned into a nightmare

Vacations were probably one of the best things to happen when we were still adorning the school uniform, but now it has turned into a nightmare which i'm not able to come out of.
Getting up at 12 in the noon, have lunch( no Breakfast) , watch T.V, play around with the computer, then have dinner and end the day with some silly movie on the comp.. This depicts a normal boring day in the vacations..
What happens if all this changes for a day?
It started off as an unusual day just because i got up at 6 in the morning. Fuming over my stupidity, grabbed a cup of hot coffee went to the balcony to continue getting mad at myself.. Then out of no where i notice a Beautiful girl. ( By beautiful i mean: like a perfect face, a perfect smile). i just stand there looking at her stunned face, not able to think of anything. She passed me, then did something which made my day.. she turned my way and gave a look which i couldn't interpret then.. It was a total moment of ebullience.
Then i realized the meaning of the look.. may be she was wondering who was stalking her :D . what ever it might be., it made my day bright and happening rather than boring and pathetic...

I never saw her after that day, but the look she gave me still remains fresh in my memory :D:D

P.S: when it takes a helluva lot of tasks to impress a gal, all it requires to impress a guy is a smile :D

Take it! or leave it!

SCENE 1 :
OK! I'm having my study holidays and I'm making the best use of it. Getting up at 10 in the morning, have a cup of fresh brewed coffee and i start reading LOVE STORY(did u expect textbooks??).. truly amazing and brings the thoughts of my ex into mind. I almost message her some sappy lines like i can't live w/o u, please can we work out something and all:O but thankfully reality hits me real hard on my ass... k thank u

SCENE 2:
Now my mom shouts at me to have breakfast( or rather brunch).. I get up dearly praying that its not idlis again and when i find out the obvious, I'm dejected. How can people eat rice batter puffed up in steam?? at least i cant :(.. as usual i reject her offer and hope that with all her love she would cook up something delicious for me but she shouts back "TAKE IT! or LEAVE IT!".. 2nd disappoint for the day.. i stuff some idlis in mouth, drink some water to swallow it! (how pathetic i know :( ).. and again off to my sleep and continue dreaming bout the limousine i had been dreaming of..

Lessons learnt today :
#1 study holidays can be more productive than this
#2 my Mom's menu has just 2 things " Take it or Leave it" :(


fruit for thought: who had the f'kin bad idea of inventing Idlis???

P.S : Love story is a short novel by "Erich Segal" a nice short read for readers..